A poem by Debbie Allen
Unwelcome By Debbie Allen Unabashed, she births her brood in pitch black handmade subterrane. Their home’s a sphere of soft-chewn pulpwood, fibered glass, and paper flutes. Their lane, a ridge, rims concrete canyons crammed with treasures damp and old, unseemly day to day. With eight-inch walls and humming heat, they’re spared from gustings (apple-crisp), howls crossing frost-laced carpet Berbered gold and green. Pinks, wriggling, lift their outsized heads, see nothing through black mounds of eye, intuit just what scents to fear, and bob unbalanced, seeking teats of two—the family does. To drowsy young, these vibrate song, complex as Mockingbird’s yet silent to the elsewhere world. Now Mister Buck—he dances, rushing madly, thigmotaxing, whiskering the walls and air, then tripoding as sudden. Odoring fulfills his duty. As does caching grain and seed, potato chips, and kibble balls. In naked paws, the does clutch morsels chosen from the forage, fifteen feasts or more a day. Incessant grooming keeps all clean and messages emotion. Silty shafts transmitting twilight’s sheen then Moon’s beam bring to bear crepuscular feats. Pups grow ears and tails and fur, and life is good, it seems. Then other beings find what’s living underground, see subterranean subterfuge, and diagnose their duty. So unwelcome is the task. Unwelcome are the snaps. Unwelcome now come tiny screams. They seem not plausible but are—these outward signs of racing hearts, a hundred ticks to ten of ours. Unwelcome now come salted tears for humble nothing somethings versus someones grand. Unwelcome is the irony. How can one be but House Mouse? Drawn to foe by nature, needing us for life, imperiled by imperative, they can’t not obey and risk as outcome death.
Debbie allen’s poem “unwelcome” appeared in the Winter 2022 Edition with a regrettable typo and appearing here is a corrected version. We hope you enjoy!
Photo by Enola McClincey